wow so i'm back from Chatanooga-- Conclave was an over load. good stuff though.
Church however sucked-- yes sucked-- first let me say-- i'm about being real, and not tied up in a little conservative fundamentalist knot to prove my spiriutality, and commitment to Christ.

i screw up-- i'm a sinnfull person regarless if i'm in a ministry position or not-- and here's a big hint so are all ministers-- cause if they weren't then they wouldn't be here-- what happens to those who reach that leavel of righteousness/ they are called hom,e to God through death or just plain caught up in a whirl wind with a charote and "Jesus Freaks" blearr'n in the back ground. I'm am so Very Tired of religious people. very tired in deed. no one is about relationship they're about looking the part. and well i'm saying adios to that- I'm conservative politiically, and spiritually- yet i don't think i embrace that title any more. i grew up with the Fundamentals of the faith-- i even wore the cloak of Fundamentalism for a while yet Fundies are not me--- it intresting to see how you can never entirely disgard the cloak after you wore it though. I truely tire of the Fundamentalist bable on tv and in our churches-- when they are castting away the very people they need to reach. It's for God so loved the World-- not God so loved the church. news flash the church is full of people going straight to HELL in their fundamental religious garb. I believe stripture gives a strong argument against calvanism, or reform, i can live with those who disagree on those points, but i can't live with those who practice it in their evangilism, and in their disciplship. we can not clean people up in order to get sdaved the holy spirit cleans people up, when the holy spirit does it.-- and this is religious chains to in sit the boidy of christ play good fake church- when in side all they have is rules, and guilt, and pompous fakeness. The Lost do not want to look religious-( the lost that did want to look religious are already in our churches!) So what if the hair is jet black with blue streks, or there's a ring in the any place other then an ear( not that that;s smart) but whoppdy do--- I wan to say FART from the pulpit Fart knocker to be exact! Christ sees all of us esp in our inside spirit and most of us have more holes, and tatoes upon our heart then others do on their face. I need to be about My MY Fther and Saviors business, not the business of fundies, and legalist positions. well better go Shelby has cheer leading practice. i gues this is one of those rants that only i will ever understand what i said.