well i'm so lazy lazy- and care that i don't care!!!!! i have an esay , a 20 page paper, and two test to prepare for. the 20 pager isn't do for another 3 weeks i guess, but the prof is being a butt on what commentary, and other sources i can use-- of course he never reserved the commentaries not to be taken out of the library so like 50 students are fighting for 10 allowed sources. The stupidity of it all. valentines is tomorrow and tres birthday next week-- thi sweek end we're going to conclave that should be awesome for us but no money for the speacil days .
last night we had a sweat heart banquet- totally put our redneck kids out of their comfort zones. made them wear a tie, and dress'= played Yo Yo ma durring supper it was hysterical how they hated YoYo Ma--- no i'm not gonna put on raskal flats or the sound trax to dirty dancing- i swear i'm in a trailer park.

i don't know what's going on with our sr highers-- they're getting cold-- except for allie but allies been in a state of flux ever since i met her. it really started when Nathan startted comming, and then when Jenn & nicole- nicole and jen are so shy- and esp our girls wouldn't talk to them-- i pulled the then student councel together and pleaded with them to go out of their way, but they sorta resisted. i couldn't believe it it actually ticked me off-- but they learned that from their parents-- small closed family churches no room if we decide your not kin-- even though jen and nicole were like cousins to allie-- who by the way want toal to them-- i seriously don't know why ??
the jr highers are moving toward deeper relationship s with Christ though-- i know this is a season with the sr high-- i believe they see the hypocracy in the church-- i know the pastors kids strugle with being pastors kids-- but thats another LONG story. i struggle with it. Terry told me just the other day- don't hurry up and graduate we don't want you to go too soon-- i guess that was a compliment-- but that shows he doesn't forsee the church growing to have another full timer.-- again another long story. i went to Dr Hainie last wed. it was a good talk-- he's a great guy- i'm gonna switch to him as an advisor-- he told me that he understand when every one out side of the church has an opinion on if you should leave a church- but God has to open the door--- he said this very thing happened to him when he was in his thirties just out of seminary, well just saw the time gotta start supper

Que sira sira