to answer Jenns post- yeah pattys day was a little depressing for me- usually i have so much fun-- this year it snuk up on me.
well this is my only recourse right now-- it is the most private place for me- yet still have some one to hear me-- i really don't enjoy being around my bos-- ha as it goes this is bad- since He is the senior Pastor.. he just joined FB- so although i don't do any thing wrong on thei- i'll feel like - il have to gaurd evey thing. any who-- its really irritatting now- because he has A D H A and has not been on his med for 2 weeks- so he's every where, and every thing is urgent. ihave a few people wh know the deal- and i only seem to get lectures about leaving- but all those people seem to bail their ministries when times get tough/-- however- i know it is not time.-- i believe, When thisis all over in 20 years i'll write a book - with teresa, ad jenn as editors- i'll call it holding on to the blow up pool shark in hurican waters-- well-- still working on the title. any way Blah blah blah