pray for me----- i am consumed with anger toward my Herm profesor-- i know this is wrong but all i feel , or all i can say is that i hate him. i know this is my flesh controlling my anger-- but i am so ticked at him-- he is a donkey seriously 9 deal with the fact that i want to verbally type the Old english term for Donkey-- oh i might as well since i'm thinking it any way huh--- so any who if any one reades this today please pray that i focus on something other then this pompous selfrightous man.

oh happy day-- oh happy day when i handed in all 26 pages of my papper-- i know the Romans 5 1-11 passage- actually it's rather cool-- justification, and the hope of the Glory of God good stuff-- but that is over( paper wise) --sink or swim-- prof is still a butt head-- yes i am being kind.
tonight i applied for a schoolarship from my beloved southern Baptist convention. in it i had to restate my call, and plans-- it was good for me to retouch with all that-- esp with Teresa-- Realational ministry is our focus-- and i see how school and even church has dampered that down-- Church people should not let Church People go to Hell-- sounds stupid huh yep but that what's happening-- It's a realationship with Jesus the Christ, not the church community only-- i heard a guy say at Conclave- " Hey, We already went and got all the religous people, and esp those who want to look like us." i am still chewing on that!

On my computer i have scripture verses printed-- they've been there so long that they defeat their original purpose-- i ignore them- it's to my shame-- there i admit it! but i just looked and read the one closest to the monitor screen. i leave with this and well begin to pay attention to them so that i don't fall into any traps.
" The Lord your God is in your midst, The Mighty One will save. He will rejoice over you with Gladness. He will quiet you with His Love, He will rejoice over you with singing." Zephinian 3: 17

well March 1st was st davids day-only person in the upstate who even knew what it was-- St David was a Wlsh doctor who was trained by St Patrick ( who by the way was Welsh as well) David did alot for the welsh people. i know i'm a bit gobberry about stuff like this-- but i love March with my personal focus on missionaries. there's so much going on, but i don't have the words to tell it all. personaly Tre came home a couple of days ago " explaining that she had heard that in scottland the public education system REQUIRES religious education, and that groups like the Jehoviahs witless' are flocking over there to have a shot at teaching -- and that actually Evangelicals are in great need-- ( how can this be ? the home of John Knox??) any way so far every day since-i've been think about it) you know- gotta ask God to show, and make clear-- it very well could be that i'm very tired of school-- that I have a D in Herm, not because of lack of understanding Gods word, but rather a pompous professor- and his anal procedures- or could it be that I'm questioniny the call to The traditionalsouthern church-- if the traditions of men will be broke-- who knows any who so lets get through this Herm . paper and onto St Patricks day.